#me first)

[wordsbyt]

As I age, I get more confused about who I am.

It used to be so easy. I was whomever I needed to be. I fit in because I would transform into who I was, based on who I was with.

I was funny, I was quiet. I was an athlete, a coach. An artist, a lover.

But I was never me. Just me.

I thought to be liked, or loved, I had to be what everyone else wanted.

Then I realized, it doesn’t really matter. The only one who thought about me, was me. I was a piece in someone elses puzzle. And I needed to finish my own puzzle. But I lost some pieces along my way…..

So now, I try to please me first. I am not concerned as much with what everyone else thinks.

But that leaves me with the question, “who am I?”

Will I ever get to know me?

[murasaki-cha]

Pick a number and get in line buddy

[pyxisspeaks]

“Why don't you put me first for once?

And spare me the bad news”

Real Friends

🖤💔🖤

See more 🌶️

[gleamer]

[stands close so my lips touch the mic]

i want to kiss all of ur sims

Well… get in line!

[2offayyo-kzt]

One thing I don't understand about this fandom is that everyone is like "yeah, before the brain scramblies Sean was such an asshole" but I mean... He didn't lose that title lmao

Sure, he respects Charmaine now, but in season 3 he jeopardized the couple's financial situation, in season 4 he advised his best friend to beat up his kid as a solution to an argument, and in season 5 we learn that he got arrested for drunk driving NINE fucking times.

I love Sean, but he's not all white, and he deserves his title of "charismatic Staten Islander asshole"

[glorioushaze]

"From this point forward, I refuse to burn for a light that no one's ever been grateful for."

- Owning My Story // via @glorioushaze

[lavoni]

i do not play fair in a unfair world

[wintersera]

The urge to kiss her boob mole is getting stronger omfg

GIRL ME FIRST THOUGH?? ME FIRSSSTT 👹👹👹

[messrsbyler]

writing wip game!

tell me in the tags:

how many wips you currently have (the ones you've worked in whether is the actual fic, or an outline, or random scenes, etc)

what's the total word count they sum up

the word count of your shortest wip

the word count of your longest wip

[rainyfestivalsweets]

11/30/23

Today is better in many ways.

I am having a period. The pain was less than normal but I am requiring frequent bathroom breaks.

I was able to do some tasks that will make the evening easier. But I probably have to go to the grocery store which i wanted to avoid. Fuck.

I am fighting thru my workday. So close to the end, but struggling with system updates that fuck everything up. Annoyed at everything.

Walked the dogs as much as I could outside.

Got the mail. Did the dishes. Cooked mom breakfast. Cleaned 1 kitty box & set of puppy papers, mopped the floor in that room.

Unwrapped some stuff. Ordered some stuff from Amazon.

Took my leave of Facebook.-Now if I could only quit it for real.

My dog has been sick. Pukey. It sucks to see his uncomfortable.

I am working to accept the seemingly inevitable breakup. I feel like I have been holding on to a fantasy. This gal might be the best person I have ever known and I don't know why we don't have chemistry. We talk all the time, messaging. But in person, we suck at physicality and I think I am just at the point where I am not longer really wanting that. I struggle with it but the fact is, we suck. I just don't have the vroom vroom anymore.

I need to make sure that I am on my shit better. Especially with paying bills, debt reduction, and saving for my future.

I am it baby. No one is going to save me. Get fucking focused and save yourself.

Fix your shit.

Get back into school.

Pay your fucking taxes.

Fucking do it.

Get your fucking head together, woman.

Stop waiting for someone to love you. Maybe just take some time and love yourself.

[littlepawz]

Let’s start today!

[worldmusicandcinema]

Kari Faux - Me First

[queenangiexo]

060623

If I walk away from you, just know it took everything in me to do so. I don’t like leaving people. I know what it’s like to be left behind, to have the people you care about most abandon you and your left to pick up all the broken pieces. If I’ve left you then just know it’s because it came down to you or me - and I always choose me. If I have to choose me it’s because you never put me in the forefront of your mind. I didn’t say I needed to be the first item on your list of priorities, it just means I would’ve liked to be one of the many. I say this because you were a priority on top of all my other ones. I just wanted you to pay attention to me and you couldn’t do even that. It’s okay, really I promise it’s okay. I’m use to people always overlooking me and putting me last, but I won’t do that to myself. If everyone is going to put me last then I’ll be the person that puts me FIRST. I deserve that, I deserve a lot and I’m going to give it to myself. So it’s okay really and I’m sorry I had to leave you it’s just that you didn’t choose me so I did.

Sincerely,

A.S.B

[1000-year-old-virgin]

Kari Faux - Me First

Kari Faux - Me First (UNIIQU3 Remix)